Hmm... Let me just say something about how my mind is working today.
"blahhhh..." I've got nothing in mind.
I don't know why I could never focus to a task given.
If there is an instruction from a teacher, instructor or even from a friend, I can't immediately figure it out, my reactions are so far away with their topic and sometimes out-of-place.
hindi naman ako ganon ka bobo. pero bat ganon? hahaha.
It may be funny and I even laugh at myself because of being slow. I don't have an idea how to make myself better and how to escape from feeling this weird thing. Maybe through this,
gagaan ang loob ko. masarap pala kapag nailalabas ang tinatago.* LOL
I admit that I am pessimistic, maybe because of my past which I have incountered terribly.terrible? (nakaka-loka kasi) madami-dami na rin akong napagdaanan.
With my 19 years of service dito sa mundo, I don't think I have contributed something good and it makes me feel bad. I don't accept critisms before until I've learned how to become open to other's opinion. It made me a better person somehow, pero sa sobrang pakikinig ko nga lang dun, naubusan na rin ako ng powers. It leads me to have a poor confidence.(kakalungkot)
-kaya kayo.. be aware ha? tirahan nyo konti sarili nyo, pagkatiwalaan nyo mga kakayahan niyo!
I know that I am not strong enough in handling my own self, bunso kasi but if not because of my present friendssssss I won't be standing still. I am very much thankful for having them. Thank you ah? you know who you are.
For those who have concerns or criticisms, huwag na kayong kumontra! baguhan lang ako dito!
